N is for Naysayers, of which there are many. In the world, in America, at this moment, there seems to be a protracted contest between the forces of progress and those who want things to remain as they were, or worse, go back to how things appeared to have been a century ago, in art, in politics, in religion. But it's impossible. Time, and civilization, hopefully, never move the other way. You can fight it but all you end looking is ridiculous.
O is for Odile, the main character in my favorite film of all time, Jean Luc Godard's A Bande A part, about three young people planning a robbery.
P is for Thomas Pynchon, whose The Crying of Lot 49 is so weird and funny it makes you wonder why no one writes like that anymore. There is an air of self-seriousness in most American writing that seems both frightened and frightening. For inspiration, I've been looking at the books of the late sixties, early seventies, when many writers seemed to go out of their way not to be taken seriously.
Q is for a question, which every book or play I've written has always started with. For The Great Perhaps, the question was this: why has our country become so afraid, and why has it become so afraid of complexity?
R is for rat-fink. Someone kept stealing packages from the front steps our building which prompted my wife to post a sign, which she made herself, announcing that only rat-finks steal other people's packages. The sign made everyone laugh but did not impede the thief's progress.
S is for Slaughterhouse-Five, a book that reminds me what a book can do, that film and television can only hopelessly try and emulate. There is the feeling, reading that book, that Vonnegut had decided to disobey all the rules of novel-writing, and the results are spectacular. There's few books that deal with such monumental, grim issues with such accuracy and humor.
T is for try. I've begun to appreciate the attempt, the ambition of writers and musician and artists, almost as much as the result, because the result is almost always imperfect anyways. So much of really interesting art just involved the artist trying something new and failing, or failing at first.
U is for underwater. Researching The Great Perhaps, I discovered how little we know about what goes on in the ocean's depths, and how the ocean, even with all the technology we now possess, is really closer to outer space, except unlike outer space, there are things down there, all sorts of creatures we can only briefly glimpse.
V is for the Velvet Underground, whose songs like "Sunday Morning" and "After Hours" remind me of how important music is to my life.
W is for Wolf Parade, a band from Montreal, who I greatly admire. They somehow manage to sound familiar and yet extremely new. Their records make me feel like I am in my twenties again.
X is for Xylophone, an instrument which never really made the transition to rock n' roll. There is a Violent Femmes' song, "Gone, daddy, gone" which features a xylophone, but that's about it.
Y is for yeti, the primate equivalent of the prehistoric giant squid.
Z is for the zoo. I often go to the zoo with my wife and two year old daughter, and having not gone in about fifteen years or so, I think I secretly enjoy it more than they do. It's humbling and a little gloomy, seeing the animals in their cages, but it reminds me exactly of the sense of wonder I felt going there on school trips. Now we speak with the docents and try and learn all of the animals' names. Our favorite is a female polar bear named Ananna.